I remember after having Colton I swore I would never have another child and as he got older and I was done with diapers, diaper bags, bottles, and waking up every two hours I would always think YES! I am so done and then for some reason when he was four I decided I wanted another baby, I never thought I would feel that way and now that I am pregnant all I can think is man I must be crazy!!!! Don't get me wrong I am excited and thankful, but pregnancy is alot harder than I remember and Colton will be in kindergarten next yr. I was finally going to have time to myself, now I am going to have to wait five more yrs for that! When my baby is born my oldest will be twelve, that is kind of crazy! I feel kind of sad because I know Cason will not be very interested in the baby, he will be interested in whatever twelve yr old boys are interested in. I can only pray that even with the age gap they will be close. I know Cortney will be very interested in the baby because he is the most excited! He will be nine when I have this baby so there is a significant age gap but that is not to bad.
On a side note, the boys have came up with a new game its called stinky face. This is where they try to fart in each others faces?? I pray every night for God to let me have a little girl so I can understand someone in my household!
Now back to pregnancy, It is amazing to me all the changes your body goes through when you are pregnant! In alot of ways I feel like a teenager again, I have broke out worse than I can ever remember, I cry over everything and when I am not crying I am yelling. I can not remember the last time that I did my hair! I think I have forgotten how to use my straightener! The absolute worst thing I have a belly!! I am only about ten weeks along and already showing! I guess that is not the worst, the worst is probably that I feel like I have a flu that just wont go away! Isn't there any meds I can take? I need a magical pill! And did anyone know that there is an EVEN longer list of no no foods now? I am so sad that I can not eat sushi or fried eggs! That is like half of my diet! I should of thought this pregnancy thing through! I am sure I could of bought a baby somewhere! I planted myself a money tree outside, I am just waiting for it to sprout! I could have just waited a little bit longer for it and then walah (?) I could have bought a cute bundle of joy! Or maybe I could have just waited for the stork to bring me one? I saw it happen on Dumbo, so I am sure it could happen that way to me! All joking aside being pregnant is hard work, and I get super aggravated when people do not understand that I feel sick and extremely tired all the time. Pregnant women just need more naps then others, and for me personally I do not like driving fast over bumps or around turns. It makes me feel even sicker. And do not mention the words kitchen or fridge to me! Even the thought of those things make me feel grossed out. And if I have to open the fridge, oh man you don't want to be here for that! I have to say my poor husband and kids are finding out first hand how it is when I don't clean anymore. I have never seen this house like this and while it is not disgusting it is not in anyway as clean as I like it! Pregnancy is hard! Hmmm I think I already said that!
You know what I love though, I love that when I was at the Dr. the other day I was able to hear the heart beat! It was so deep and strong, and then we saw the little bean on the ultrasound machine! Colton was with me and I told him "look that is your baby sister" He pointed to the little blob and got very excited! He thinks she (I think it will be a girl, I could be wrong but we wont know for two more months) look like a baby hamster, and I kind of agree with him! He always talks about our baby in my belly, I think he is starting to come around to the idea. And although right now I am miserable! I know it will all be worth it. As soon as I feel her moving around, and then when I get to hold her, I will forget about all the crappy pregnant stuff just like I did every other time. I cant wait! :)
On a side note, the boys have came up with a new game its called stinky face. This is where they try to fart in each others faces?? I pray every night for God to let me have a little girl so I can understand someone in my household!
Now back to pregnancy, It is amazing to me all the changes your body goes through when you are pregnant! In alot of ways I feel like a teenager again, I have broke out worse than I can ever remember, I cry over everything and when I am not crying I am yelling. I can not remember the last time that I did my hair! I think I have forgotten how to use my straightener! The absolute worst thing I have a belly!! I am only about ten weeks along and already showing! I guess that is not the worst, the worst is probably that I feel like I have a flu that just wont go away! Isn't there any meds I can take? I need a magical pill! And did anyone know that there is an EVEN longer list of no no foods now? I am so sad that I can not eat sushi or fried eggs! That is like half of my diet! I should of thought this pregnancy thing through! I am sure I could of bought a baby somewhere! I planted myself a money tree outside, I am just waiting for it to sprout! I could have just waited a little bit longer for it and then walah (?) I could have bought a cute bundle of joy! Or maybe I could have just waited for the stork to bring me one? I saw it happen on Dumbo, so I am sure it could happen that way to me! All joking aside being pregnant is hard work, and I get super aggravated when people do not understand that I feel sick and extremely tired all the time. Pregnant women just need more naps then others, and for me personally I do not like driving fast over bumps or around turns. It makes me feel even sicker. And do not mention the words kitchen or fridge to me! Even the thought of those things make me feel grossed out. And if I have to open the fridge, oh man you don't want to be here for that! I have to say my poor husband and kids are finding out first hand how it is when I don't clean anymore. I have never seen this house like this and while it is not disgusting it is not in anyway as clean as I like it! Pregnancy is hard! Hmmm I think I already said that!
You know what I love though, I love that when I was at the Dr. the other day I was able to hear the heart beat! It was so deep and strong, and then we saw the little bean on the ultrasound machine! Colton was with me and I told him "look that is your baby sister" He pointed to the little blob and got very excited! He thinks she (I think it will be a girl, I could be wrong but we wont know for two more months) look like a baby hamster, and I kind of agree with him! He always talks about our baby in my belly, I think he is starting to come around to the idea. And although right now I am miserable! I know it will all be worth it. As soon as I feel her moving around, and then when I get to hold her, I will forget about all the crappy pregnant stuff just like I did every other time. I cant wait! :)
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